I miss this feeling.

Haihai ~

Idiot's out today with duckky and friends ~

Didn't go out today cause of some reasons >':

So sad >:

Been so long since i've updated ohh o-o''

Hmm , let's start .

Thursday~

Socialstudies was okay i guess .

Though i didn't have enough time to complete th whole paper.

Butbut, i was happy luhh , i knew what to write and stuffs ~

I just need to work on my writing speed ><''

Hmm , thenthen .

Chemistry was okay tooo O:

Completed what i knew.

Though i didn't really study th day before.

Cause i was focusing on socialstudies~

Still , when i got through it in th morning and it went into my head.

Magic o-o''

Hahaha X:

I've got most of th formula (Y)

So , it's okay baaa , hope i can get a pass X:

Hmm , i went home after th paper with esther.

She went to meet up with somebody.

And i chatted along th way with her.

Quite fun :D

Reached home ~

Was on th comp all th way i think o-o''

Welll , nothing much rights o-o''

Guess so x-x''!

Forgot lee ><

My stm veh jialat de X:!

Friday~

Hmm , geog paper.

Thought i was surely gonna flunk it.

Cause i didn't study for it th previous night.

Had headache when i looked into th book.

And i thought it would be real hard.

So , like that lo.

认命!

Hmm , butbut , still.

I went to read parts of th book during th time i was on bus and assembly ~

Well , surprisingly , th paper wasn't that hard.

I got worried of getting underlines on my reportbook.

LOLOLOL !

Well , got quite happy after th paper ~

Wanted to go home after that.

Butbut , stupid esther.

Pulled me to join them at nex ~

So , bobian join them lo.

Stayed for quite long there x-x.

Anyw , have to go luhh , zengyong birthday.

I not so bad as to pangseh him on his birthday luh.

Plus , i still have my birthday bashes to give.

Pity him ._.

Sorryyyyyyyyyyyy ! X:

Well , i went off after waving goodbye and being ignored.

So , yeahh .

Went for th bus.

Almost half an hour.

Then i realised.

THAT STOP NO HAVE 147 ! SHIIIT IT !

LOL . So , i went to th mrt @-@''

Got home~

Computer again i guess o-o.

Hmm , jealousy got the better of idiot again.

Sadness got th better of me again.

But , everything got by just fine didn't it.

It did.

I love you idiot.

Never forget that.

He got touched by my reply note O-O''

Weirddddddd. LOL X:

Saturday~

Hmm , i stayed at home th whole time~

I woke up only at 12+ when my grandma woke me up.

LOL. PIG DIE ME X: !!!!

Hmm , sorry idiot , i fell asleep X:!

Well , you fell asleep too o-o''

LOL! x:

Well , polling day.

My cousin's birthday also o-o''

I only know when she left.

LOLS X:!

Hmm , i slacked at home after lunch till dinner o-o.

He went out.

With ducky.

I'm happy.

Yet sad.

Happy he finally got out of his house.

Sad that he wont be here to pei me.

But , i miss this feeling.

And i love this feeling .

Th feeling of missing you once again.

I need this sometimes.

Cause somehow , i love it.

I wonder why too.

Maybe it's cause.

It's telling me that i need you.

That i love you.

Well , i guess.

This feeling wont ever fade rights?

I believe so.

I need you so much.

I won't ever let you go.

Won't ever leave you.

You're like a drug.

Can't live without you.

A moment is fine.

But , when that goes pass.

It ain't fine anymore.

It's serious.

Cause i won't be able to survive for long.

I might die.

And even if i don't.

I would seem to.

I hope you just see how much i need you.

Don't doubt anyt okay?

Just trust me.

Don't get jealous.

Cause i'm yours.

Forever.

Uhh , was slacking at home watch naruto.

Play zuma.

Play blackshot. (total noob!)

Play audi.(boring~)

Listen song. (Y)

Text idiot <3 !!!!!

Boringboring o-o.

All were waiting for th results for th polling.

LOL!

Sunday~

LOL!!!

Hougang grc.

WORKERSPARTY! LOL.

Everybody like shouting and screaming.

Happy die them.

LOL !!!!

Hmm , even my house downstairs also shout till damn loud!

HAHAHAHHAA.

Then is pap , they will go like BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

OMGOMG , EPIC LA !

Hmm , well , idiot siannsiann one >:

Me no like.

Me keep try cheer him up.

Butbut , idk why.

He keep siannsiann one.

Butbutbut , i keep trytrytrytrytrytrytry!

I WONT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT!

LOL. X:

Hmm , then he suddenly cheer up o-o.

I wonder why O:!

Butbut , idc! I veh happy :D!

He cheer up jiu hao <3

Hmmm , he said he was thinking bout stuffs o-o.

I wonder what he was thinking.

LOL! MUST MAKE HIM TELL ME :D!

Heheh X:!

Sure can one, when tuesday come.

He's gonna tell me everything i wanna know <3

Hehehe d:

Okay, th votes are still going on.

LOLOLOL!

Pap win all except one.

Wp win one only.

Zaibo?

LOLOLOL! (Y)

AND MINE IS THAT ONE(Y)

WORKERSPARTY! WOOOOOOOO !

HAHAHAHA!

Hmm , okay , lets just stop here.

I blog how long alr.

Still here.

LOL!

I KEEP SWITCH TABS X:!!!

WAHAHAHAHA.

Okayy , BYE!

Before that, idiot, this is for you <3.

Dear idiot ,

We've been through so much together.

And here we are ,

Still happily standing next to each other now.

I bet everyone's just simply jealous of us :D!

Been through ups and downs.

Though i hope there wouldn't be any downs anymore.

But even if that happens,

I know it would always be fine.

Cause i have you and you have me.

Well , you remember you would always have me kay?

Even if i might be busy at times.

Know that whenever you need me,

Give me a call and i will stop everything and get to you.

I would be here to cheer you on and i will walk through th tough times with you kay?

I'm sorry that i might get moody at times X:

But , just give me some time to adjust to it kay ?

I'll get back to my normalself as soon as i can <3

Hmm , well .

You too alrights !

Try to not get upset or anyt >:

Cause will affect me also de <3

Well , anyways.

Hope it has all been very enjoyable for you.

Cause i know it has been for me.

I love you my silly idiot <3

Okay i wrote this fews days ago.

LOL X:!!

EXAMS SUCK.

Uhhhh , HAIHAI .

My days of hell started .

Arghhhh /:

Tomorrow is th worst! ):

Chinese papers went by like OMG.

Cause i had fuckin flu ):

English papers went by like WTF?!

FLUNKPAPERTWO.

Thenthen tomorrow the papers.

SocialStudies papers sure goes by like FK LA HORHH!

Cause hand sure pain die one. Chiong die !

Then chemistry will be like I WANT TO DIE ALR LA.

The equations i all cannot memorise one ):

HAHA . So many expression.

Hmm , lets continue for all th subjects :D !!

Geography papers would be like uhh , okayy ..

Cause i think i've got most of th concepts. Except th compo die only. LOL.

Biology papers would be like WOOOHOOOO FK IT.

Cause finally got through th paper and like , i think i can do most of it.

Except my hand would be painpain one o-o. LOL.

Emaths would be like Ehh , i wanna sleep tyvm , heck alr. LOL.

Amaths would be like omgomg ! I do finish alr (Y) ! WAHAHHAAA . HOPE I GET HIGH MARKS. Cause like , uhh , idk , i like it. LOL.'

Hmm , nothing liaooo looooo .

That's all of th subjects alr.

I hope i don't flunk my socialstudies and chemistry tomorrow ):

Th school damn bastard siahh.

Put th hard papers together.

Fk them -__-'

Both also must memorise one.

How i get through them?!

Stupid lehh ):!

Oh wells , i just hope i don't fail too badly can alr -__-

At least a passing grade i happy alr ):!

I don't want to see underlines in my report book ):!

Oh wells. So hard to absorb so much into my brain ):

May god bless me for tomorrow.

And the rest of th exams ~

Well , nothing much. Seeyyaaaa!

Idiot.

I promise i wont ever leave you.

You don't let anyt get to you alrights?

Just confide everything to me.

Everything would be safe with me.

It would be a secret between us i swear.

Don't let anyt get you worried over nothing kay?

I would forever be yours,

Like how you would forever be mine.

I need you like how you need me.

So , trust me.

I ain't lying.

I'm serious.

I love you.

And that's just how it is.

Nothing can change this.

So lets be forever <3

;You're th missing part.

Hellooo ~

Went idiot's house with xueli yesterday :D

Supposedly is go there study one.

But horhh , stupid xueli.

Keep dw study.

Then i keep deesiaoo her call her study.

She dw , then i bo bian loooo.

Then after awhile , i also siann diao alr .

LOLOLOL X: !
Then was like looking at them play o-o.

Jiajing watch megamind.

Xueli , idiot and me joined in.

Then , siann liao la . LOL X:

Then i went to look at th magazine or something i think.

LOL . I forgot X:

Uhh , soonfu use psp and iphone o-o.

Shane uh.

He at there lying on the green thinggy only.

LOL. Idk what's that.

But's it's real awesome (Y).

Uhhh , what happened uh.

I forgot actually X:!

Hmm , then i got pekchek by xueli cause she keep scwatch me D:

PAIN YOU KNOW.

YOU KNOW WHAT IS PAIN ANOT >:

Hmm , so i went to study.

Wrote notes.

Then after awhile, i siann again alr.

Went to take xueli phone i think o-o.

Then th mood was high again.

LOL , THANKS TO ME (Y) X:

Well , boring though.

Everyone like no talktalk one >:

So , all i had to do was kajiaoo people.

Then make people see show (Y).

Well , then xueli had to leave.

She got weekends grounding uh.

LOL . Shall not say further X:

Later she kill me. LOL X:

So , went to send her offffff ~

Hmm , bought and ate icecream and kitkat on the way ~

Stupid kitkat wrapper , so hard to open one >:

Make until my whole hand got chocolate >:

Then xueli and idiot laugh at me.

HOW DARE YOU TWO LAUGH AT ME >:!

Ohh well , at who cares , at least i had fun xD

Hmm , xueli went off and we went mac ~

Shane and jiajing wanted eat.

Initially , i felt like eating .

Butbut , i didn't feel like eating when i reach there.

I wonder why >:!

Butbut , after sometime , when they almost finishing th food.

My appetite came back.

I was like , wtf -___-.

LOLOLOLOL. When they almost finish then come back ?!

Eat icecream should be can le ba (Y).

Hmm , then ate icecream on th way back ~

Dripped on my shirt X:

Clumsy die me ! X:

Then i wiped th icecream off and wiped it on jiajing.

Ke lian de jiajing korkor.

I'm so sorry , not purposely one.

But , you just nice beside me only.

So , bobian , you kena . Hehehe xD

Hmm , went idiot's house ~

Nothing to do one~

Slack and slack and slack.

Then cleav daddy came o-o.

He slim down alot ! O-O.

He cut his hair also !

Not bad ah daddy.

LOLS . Butbut , he coldcold one , i no like >:!

Hmm , he brought shane away o-o.

Then jiajing followed o-o.

Oh wells .

Mei you dong xi ke yi jiang liao o-o.

STUPID IDIOT ! YOU SAY I NAUGHTY ?!

YOU SAY I NAUGHTY ?!

YOU THEN NAUGHTY LA !

NOT HAPPY IS'T !

WANT FIGHT UH !

I KNOW YOU CAN'T DO ANYT BOUT IT.

LOL X: WANT FIGHT ?!

COME ONLY ! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL X:

Hmm , thenthen , went home after some notes done.

Hmm , homed and slept (Y) O-O.

Today leyhhh , practically did nothing useful like every other day.

Never even study.

Tuesday start = gg alr. LOL X:

Hmm , Uh ,

i chatted ,

i audi-ed ,

i blackshot-ed ,

i siann-ed ,

i laugh-ed like gila from imh ,

i tio irritate-ed ,

i am loving th moments with idiot .

Hehe xD ~ Nothing much.

LOL X:

Ohh , uhhh , i blog-ed too . LOL .

Ohh wells , nothing else o-o.

LET'S END HERE :D !

IMMA BOORREEEDDDD .

BYE !

You don't know how much i need you boy.

Everyday, there's you on my mind.

I wonder how you got there .

It's like magic.

How i got to know you.

How we came this far.

How we are so sure that we are gonna last.

You're th miracle that happened.

You were bestowed upon me by some god or an angel.

For me to love you.

For me to take care of you.

For me to treasure you.

You accepted who i am ,

You loved who i am ,

Did not ask me to change.

You made conversations last so long.

Made me never wanna stop and go to sleep even though i may be tired ,

Cause nothing so wonderful has happened to me before.

Till now.

You're the one who made such an impact in my life.

You're the one who keeps me smiling thru th bad times.

You're the one who gives me laughter when i need it.

You're the one who i know i can trust.

You're the one , who i know .

Who will be that perfect idiot i need boy.

I love you so much.

Let's stay together forever alrights.

Let this laughter continue forever.

Let everything we share last forever.

Let th memories remain even till we die.

Let's make it all last till forever.

Iloveyouidiot.

You'remineforever.

- / Let this continue forever .

Iloveyou <3

Hello o-o''
Long time never post le uh x-x.
Lazy (:!
Hmm , been a good girl this few days o-o''
LOL X:
Cause got examm starting on tuuueeessssdddayyyyy~
Siannnsiann x-x.
Coming back home straight after school these few days ~
Doing homework tooooo ~
AWESOME RIGHTS :D !
Ohh wells , gotta work hard for midyear le ~
I didn't quite do well for ca1 uh ~
Butbut , very boring uh.
Everyday just school.
Then go home study, do homework and use comp.
Then sleep alr.
Never go out D:
Oh well , be good girl awhile nevermind one laaa ~
LOLOLOLOL X:!
Well , guess that's all ha?
Hope i get good results in th exams baa.


I don't wanna see you sad.
I don't wanna see you emo.
I don't wanna see you jealous.
I don't wanna see you worrying.
I don't wanna see you blaming yourself.
I don't wanna see you getting all frustrated.
I hate it all.
I just wanna see you happy.
Having no worries.
Enjoying every moment like no other.

I want to be with you for th every moment that you breathe.
I want to be with you cheering you up when you're down.
I want to see your every smile.
I want to see you having fun.
I hate th distance separating us from each other.
Making me miss you everyday, everynight.
I hate not knowing what you're doing.
I hate not being there to comfort you.
I hate not being the only one you're talking to.
I hate being jealous of every single person you've talked to.
I hate being useless, not knowing what to do.
I hate being the reason you're frustrated, worried, jealous, sad, emo.
How can i cheer you up?
I really wanna know.
I have totally no idea what i should do.
But everytime, you get cheered up just so magically.
I don't even know what i did.
Tell me would you?
How did that happen?
Why didn't i not know what i did.
But ..
It doesn't matter rights?
As long as you're happy.
It will be find rights.
As long as i know you're here,
With me.
It will be alright.
Th promises.
I'll keep them.
You keep your side of th promises alrights?
I ain't leaving you.
I love you idiot.

Being with you is all that matters.

Hello~
It's sunndddayyyysunnddayyyyyyy! ):
Tomorrow got school alr.
Sad diediedie!
Hmm , doing homework now o-o'
Hope i can finish in time x-x.
I keep getting distracted.
LOOL! X:
Hmmm , th past few days were awesome <3
There's every reason to enjoy it really.
Hahaha :D
Went causeway point on fridayyy o-o.
Watched scream 4 .
Th blood.
So damn fake.
LOL. Stupid idiot keep scare me!
Mei you yong ah D:!
Then after th movie , they went to prank people.
LOL. Epic diedie.
Hmmm , went home after that~
Boring /:
Hmm , went to idiot's house on saturday.
Boring much.
Stupid idiot.
Sleep on my hand then how i move ?!
LOL.
Then waited till he wake up x-x.
I can't seem to sleep even though i'm tired o-o.
I wonder why x-x.
Keep try and try also cannot!
Tsktsk x-x''
Suasua, bu shuii le ! LOL.
Hmm , jiajing came over o-o.
So late then come!
Idk from when call him to come alr.
LOLS.
Well, at least he came.
Not like jeslyn!
She ownself say gonne come.
Then in th end, never come at all.
LOL. Stupid jes X:
Hmm, it was just awesome though it's boring :D~
Hmm, watched happy tree friends.
Watched annoying orange.
Not that nice actually o-o.
Boring much x-x.
Hmm , jiajing and idiot sent me homee ~
Hahahah ~
I know stuffs :D !
Awesome X:
Hmm , then today .
Didn't feel like going sembawang to slack with them o-o.
So stayed at home~
Nothing muchhh.
Borinnnngggg~
Well , one thing is for sure though.
IHATEYOU.
YOUASSHOLE.BASTARD.IMMATURE.

I love you idiot.
I wonder why i feel so happy when i'm with you.
I wonder why i feel like everything's gonna be okay when i'm with you.
I wonder why i won't give a damn bout anything else when i'm with you.
What did you do to me?
Gave me a poison probably?
And that you're th cure to it.
Well , who cares really.
I'm just happy being with you.
I hate it when i have to leave you.
But i know that i'm gonna see you again.
So, i shall endure that longing for you.
And claim you th next time.
I love everything you do.
I wonder why.
It hurts me to see you painned.
It hurts me to see you tortured.
That's why i ain't letting anybody hurt you.
No i wont!
I love you idiot.
That's what matters most <3.

-/&&, I wish everyday was just youyouyou.

Wishing.
Upon th shooting star.
That i will be with you forever.
Wishing that my every moment would be simply just you.
You , you and yeahh , You.
Would that be possible?
Would that day come where each and every moment of my life was just simply you.
I don't think so.
But, being like this.
I'm already contented.
Cause i know you're mine.
I have each and every other moment to cherish you.
To love you.
To miss you.
To have you.
To keep you.
You.
That's what matters most.
Even though it unbearable to have to miss you like that.
I shall endure it.
Cause i know it can't be just me all th time.
Cause i know you're already mine.
Nothing else can steal you away from me.
I shall endure this pain.
Thinking of you.
Not knowing what to do.
What am i suppose to do.
I have to learn.
Learn to occupy my time.
Cause if not, it will hurt.
I understand what you're going through.
I'm sorry.
Having to miss you all th time when you're not around.
Having to think of you when i have nothing else to do.
It's rather challenging.
But i'll get through it.
Like how you managed it.
Yearning to hold you close to me.
Yearning to hold you as tight as possible.
All the time.
All the time.
It's rather sad when i know i can't do that all th time.
So i'm gonna cherish th time i have with you.
Always.
I'm gonna cherish it like there's no tomorrow.
Like it will be th last time.
Like i would die any moment.
I ain't gonna let anyt go wrong.
Ain't gonna let th time go to waste.
I love you.
I love you so much.
So much that i would be sad even with you slightly ignoring me.
Even though i know you're busy.
But i'm just so sad.
So jealous of whoever is with you.
Jealous of whatever you're doing.
Jealous of whoever is spending time with you.
It's going so over.
Why am i going head over heels for you.
I'm losing my cool.
I need you so much.
You're my remedy.
You're my happiness.
What would i do without you.
All in all , you're my everything.
I can't do it without you.
So , i won't ever let you get out of my sight.
I'm sorry if i get moody at times.
I just can't help it.
But, just stay with me alrights?
Just you being by my side.
And i'll get through fine.
Silly idiot , i wonder what made me fall so deep.
What made me so obsessed with you.
Without a reason,
I fell in love with you.
I just simply love you.
I love you more than anyone could idiot.
Just believe it.
Cause you're my everything.
And that's something that wont ever change.
I love you more than words could comprehend.
I did, i do now, and i will do so forever and ever.

Heeelllloooooo ~
Got nothing to blog actually o-o.
But idiot call me blog.
So blog lo.
SEEEEEEEEEEE ~
I so guai siahhs!
Hehehhee!
Hmmm , i actually studied yesterday O-O!
Hehe X:!
Abit only though.
Wanted study from th start one~
But then.
He's just simply irresistable <3
I just can't leave th comp.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Hmm , then i finally went to study at 8+
Kind of tired.
Almost fell asleep somehow.
LOLOLOLOL X:!
Hengheng th texts woke me.
LOLOLOLL.
Hmmm , geog's boring ):!
Well , stopped studying after papa came home.
LOLOLOLOL.
Like always, he calls me to go get food for him.
LOLOLOL. Pig die him la.
Samesamesame de la ~
Hmm, then i just brushed my teeth, he ask me eat.
LOLOLOLOL . I was like. Wtf ? LOL.
Hmmm , texted idiot till i finally fell asleep again.
LOLOLOLOL.
He update so slow oneeeeeeeeee~
Okay la, about normalnormal i guess.
LOLOLOL . Idk x-x.
I never really go see th timing of my posts one.
LOLOLOL X:!
Hmmm , then i woke up at 2.
LOL. Suddenly wake up.
Then see my phone.
So late alr.
LOLOLOLOL. Hehehe X:!
Replied idiot and went back to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep~
Idiot wake up so early one o-o''
LOLS. Maybe is i wake up late or something baaa x-x'
School was .. As boring as it always is i guess. LOL.
I'm just freakin happy that devi didn't come (Y).
SLEEP IN ENGLISH CLASS <3
OMGOMGOMGOMG , AWESOMEEEEE.
Hehehehe xD!
Hmm , training was fitness test O-O.
My fitness really suck laaa~
But then again.
Who cares X:~
Hmm , homed ~
Bathed <3 !
My hair is like shiit o-o.
Imm in a real mess x-x''
And i don't smell nice ):
Then my stupid papa bath so long one.
LOLOLOLOL!
Hmm , kind of boring /:
I wonder what idiot's doing now.
He promised to play with jiajing.
LOLOLOL. Dota i guess O-O.
I only know tiny <3
LOLOLOL X: !
Oh wells , nothing else.
Hope tomorrow's a better day o-o.


That idiot.
I love him oh so much.
Like ohohhohhhohhhmygod.
Another day without him.
Makes me yearn for him even more.
Miss him so damn much.
I wonder why that's so.
When he's happy , i'm happy.
When he's sad , nobody could describe this feeling.
Why is he just simply irresistible.
I've gotten him now.
Now , i'm not afraid of anyt else.
Just afraid that he would leave me.
Just afraid that somebody would come along and snatch him away from me.
No i wont want that.
Imm not letting him out of my sight.
Never is that gonna happen.
Thinking of all that ,
Being afraid and all ,
I just want a hug from him.
It's all that's needed to get me secured now.
That's all i yearn for now.
I wonder how i fell so deeply in love with him.
That stupid idiot.
I wonder what he did to me.
That made me yearn for him so much.
That made me miss him so much.
That made me want him so much.
That made me love him so much.
But who cares.
I just simply love this idiot of mine.
And nobody's gonna change that fact.
I love you idiot <3