Shag ttm today.

Wonder why.

Went breakfast with xueli and th guys.

Sad much.

No money le.

Haha.

Time to save up.

I guess i have really got to stop spending so much.

Freaking stupid lahs.

So little to use, so much splurge on.

Well, just sad for myself only lo.

Need ta save up.

Though there are assessments to get.

I'll just try to get past everyday i guess.

Perhaps i should stop using comp once in awhile.

I'm really not doing well.

Fuckin messed up.

I don't know what i should do either.

Well, i shall just smile through everyday.

It doesn't matter bout what happens.

I just have to be that lively girl everybody sees daily.

Cheering people up.

Getting by everyday with a smile.

With a whatever attitude.

Nobody gives a damn anyways.

Why should i.

ImRealMessedUpInThInsideAsWellAsThOutside.