Hmm , lazy to post already.
It's fuckin tiring these days.
School just simply suucks /:
Hmm , boringboringboring.
Surprising stuffs happened.
But, guess that's just th past.
Well , let's go on to today.
Hmm , morning .
Out , breakfast.
School-ed.
Xueli house.
Out to gary's condo there to see them play pool /:
Boring much.
Nex.
Slacked.
Xueli's house.
She forgot she had tuition.
Lousy much.
Homed ~
Lappy.
Nothing much.
Boring much.

Anyways,
To my precious girl , XueLiChow <3.
I will always be here for you no matter what happens alright?
Don't worry.
No matter what you choose to do , i'll be right behind you.
Rooting for you all the way.
So no worries.
Don't care bout what others say.
It takes one , to know one.
They're just jealous of you my dear <3
You don't have to worry bout a thing.
As long as i'm here.
I won't let a thing go wrong.
I won't let some other freaking bitches or bastard hurt you.
Nobody at all.
So , go ahead.
Do what you want.
Don't blame yourself for what happened.
It isn't your fault.
It's just th way life is composed.
This is what everybody must go through.
No exceptionals.
So , it's your life.
Make your decision.
I'll be right behind you, lookin over you.
Don't worry.
I'll never ever leave you to fend for your own.
You'll always have me with you no matter what happens.
You can trust me with anyt you want.
I'll safe keep it for you.
Always remember this alrights.
I love you very much <3
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOOO ! :D ! Haha X:

I don't know what to do with you anymore.

It's really killing me.

To take you out or leave you be?

I can't decide at all.

I'm wavering.

I wonder why is that so.

Perhaps i'm just too soft?

Or maybe i'm not strong enough.

Putting a strong front ain't gonna help.

So how am i gonna get through this.

Perhaps it's a good thing?

But , i don't know.

I don't know what i want anymore.

I wanna be selfish..

But , can i ?

I don't know what i'm gonna do th next time.

Will i just give up on what i've decided?

Or will i just get it over with.

And die with regrets?

I'm not sure..

But for now, i just wanna live life as it is.

Let just live on day by day.

I don't wanna think too much.

When th time comes, i shall just deal with it.

I don't know how i would do that.

But, i would still have to.

Please, would anybody tell me what to do?

I've seen so much.

But bloody hell do i know what to do..