Life's a bitch .
Nothing goes on well .
I can't do anything about it either .
I wish that everything could just change for the better .
I don't wanna go back to the past .
It's cursed .
I don't wanna go back to the past .
But instead , i'm hoping for a better future .
Can't do anything to change anything .
But , hopefully life has something better to offer me .
Some good some bad .
That's just life .
But , i don't wanna keep this up .
I want everything to change .
Drastically probably .
Cause it's really hurting .
I've chosen this path .
And i shall endure the consequences .
I just don't want anybody to get hurt .
Nobody truly understands me .
Cause if they do , they will run far .
They'll just get around , bitching about me i guess .
Nobody will ever know me well .
Not ever .
Like i won't ever know anybody that well either .
Hahhs . It's simply life .
And life sucks . Hahhs .
Why was i doomed with these secrets .
I wonder .
It's just my own fault .
Nobody else's .
I'm just gonna suffer alone .
Nobody will know what's happening.
Cause everybody is selfish.
Just like i am . Well , whatever.
It's just simply what happens when stuffs happen.
Stuffs that i can't control .
Cause i'm just not strong enough.
I just wish that i could just get the correct answer .
Leading me into a better life i hope .
Sighhhhs . The flu is seriously killing me .
I have to go through time and again .
Time to get used to it i guess .
Sighs . Nothing much .
Just that life sucks . Bye .

I'mNotWorthIt.