Heyy.

Got back from camp.

Whole body's aching now.

Well , camp was practically fun , fun and FUN.

Played games , had fun.

Light trainings.

Barbecues.

Nightwalk.

Everything was awesome.

Even though th bbq part was abit screwed.

But we had loads of fun trying to start th fire.

Unlike those who went to bath instead.

We were having loads more fun then them.

Fanned real hard.

Caused my shoulders to ache like shit.

But , i thought it was really worth it.

At least we were trying to revive th whole thing.

Not giving up, trying and trying again and again.

One piece of hotdog , 8 people share.

It was freakingly nice.

Cooked by us, shared among us.

Really worth it all.

This camp will be th most memorable one for me.

It shall be always etched in my heart forever.

Hmm , next year we plan.

Gonna make it fun too (:

Life sucks.

I suck.

Sorreh i'm just a fucker.

I can't do anyt right.

But that's just me.

I'm still human.

Everybody makes mistakes.

I'm not excluded.

I just don't know which is th right choice.

I just went with what i thought was right.

I didn't know what to do.

It's my only choice.

I hope i won't regret.

Cause i know there's a chance i will.

A very high one too.

Piling each and every emotion inside of me.

Trying not to spill them out.

I'm really gonna die of heartattack one day.

I try hard to keep them inside.

So nobody will know.

Nobody will ask.

Nobody will care.

Nobody will give a damn.

I hate reality.

Reality hates me too.

We're mortal enemies.

Sighs.

Hoping everything would be unchanged.

Though it won't change.

I would still keep on praying.

Cause things only get worse.

Not better.

Well, nothing much.

Body's aching.

I'm not dreaming.

Who gives a fuck?

Nobody's caring.

I know i do.

But i just can't do it.