This is for a special person!

This post is for somebody.

It's for me and her to know and for you to mind your own business.

Hey.

Sup.

I think you should know i'm referring to you bah.

But you so noob.

Aiiya, should be know bah.

You everytime stalk my blog one!

Exposed.

LOL. X:

Oh well.

Hey.

Nice hanging out together.

Though we didn't talk much.

Okay, we did talk.

LOL. But, not much luh.

You know.

I was close to spilling everything out.

Close to breaking down actually.

Yet, i held in O-O.

Okay , this sounds emo.

WHHHAAATTTEEEVVVEEERRRR.

NO COMMENTS FROM OTHERS PLEASE.

But , well.

You have your problems.

You have to deal with other people such as your twin too.

I can't just possibly add on to your burden.

Though, yeah.

I shouldn't think that much for you rights. LOL.

JOKING! X:

I had so much i wanted to tell.

All has already reached my throat.

But i swallowed it down.

I didn't know how to say it.

I couldn't take it anymore.

Well, yeahh.

I wanted to shout it out.

Butbut ):

I shouldn't let you be worried bout me.

Somehow.

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.

I FEEL LIKE I'M REPEATING SOMEHOW. LOL.

WHATTEEEVVVVEEEERRRRRRRRR.

Memememememe.

I keep it to myself hao liao :D

YOUYOUYOU! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ~

You semo shi dou yao gen wo jiang maaaa ):

Ni mei you gen wo jiang.

Then ni gen bie ren jiang.

Then ni jiu bu hui gen wo jiang hua.

Then wo jiu hui hen bored de ni zhi dao ma!

Sii donnngggg xxxiiiiiiiii.

WAHAHAHAHAHAAA.

Ohh well.

NI GEN TA.

YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT LA HORHH ?

TA QI FU NI , NI GEN WO JIANG.

WO QU ZHAO TA SUAN ZHANG. LOL.

NI QI FU TA , NI YE YAO GEN WO JIANG.

WO PEI NI YI QI, QI FU TA (Y). WAHAHHHAAAAA.

Ehh , wo mei you dong xi jiang liao o-o.

Oh ya. I'm still fucking jealous of you.

Uh, i didn't say that.

My hand auto type one.

Not i say one ah.

Byebye. LOL. X:

I can't control myself.

This is getting on.

And getting all over my body.

I've promised.

But i've tried.

I said okay.

That wasn't what turned out to be.

I tried.

But it is just not gonna happen.

This is bad.

It's real bad.

I don't know what to do.

This sucks.

I hate myself.

I hate this.

I'm sorry.

Fml.

I hate life.

Bye <:

I'MJUSTBORED.

Ain't my drawing wonderful?

HAHA :D

Humans.

Mythical creatures.

You can never get what they going at.

You can never know why all of them are different.

You can never understand how all of their minds process.

Weird. Ain't it.

Th one and only life form that's so unique.

Having different features.

Different reactions.

Different information process rate.

Different of so many fucking things.

For each and every single one of them.

Being intelligent beings.

Unfair to all other.

Disturbing th balances.

Getting more and more advanced as th years go by.

Destroying th planet they live on.

Destroying th habitats of all other.

I wonder.

What was th purpose of our existence.

Bring destruction to this planet?

Give suffering to th plants and animals?

Shape th population of animals and plants?

Make sure they get to th lowest possible amount?

Make animals extinct?

Who knows.

All in all.

Humans,

Th creatures who are supposedly mythical,

SUCKS. HAHAHA.

Okay , end of "lecture" BYE.

I bet this is too chim for you dumbos to handle . HAHAHA.

FUCK Y'ALL HUMANS.

FUCK ME.

YOU GUYS SUCK.

MAKE THIS PLACE A WORSER PLACE. LOL.

Okay , seriously.

When did i get so global-loving ?

LOL.

KKAY , BYE DUMBOS.

Falling apart. But i'll hold on.

Cry.

For th sake of crying.

Smile.

For th sake of smiling.

Laugh.

For th sake of laughing.

Say.

For th sake of saying.

Love.

But love.

Because you truly love.

I've cried.

I've smiled.

I've laughed.

I've said.

And finally.

I love.

Th reason i held on.

Th reason i didn't let go.

Th reason i cried.

Th reason i smiled.

Th reason i laughed.

Th reason i say it all out.

Th reason i love.

Is you.

I wonder.

Why you.

Nothing comes out of it.

It's just simply you.

It's weird how this happens.

How magically.

I just seep in without knowing.

Only till i get so deep.

When there's no way of escape.

Do i realize.

That i've fallen in your trap.

Now , so many obstacles.

What do you suppose i do?

I've walked through them.

Ignoring th consequences.

But still , there are more to come.

So much tougher.

So much more heartbreaking series are about to come.

Though , i'd rather there wont be.

Would i get through them?

Would i get hurt deeper.

Would i get lifted from this heartbreak,

With you by my side?

I don't know.

I wonder.

These are just mysteries.

That can't be answered by myself.

I guess , time will probably tell.

I need to change for th better.

I can tell.

It's hard.

I need to try.

However hard it may be,

I would have to do it.

Cause i've decided to do so.

So , nothing's gonna change my mind bout it.

I'll beg for forgiveness.

If i don't achieve it.

If i forgot bout it.

Cause , i need time.

I can't just change instantly.

Even though i wish i could.

I'll beg for forgiveness.

Tell me whatever you want.

I'll do it.

Cause i'm in th wrong.

It's only right i make it up to you.

Many times have i hurt you.

Many times have i hurt myself.

Many times have i wanted to change.

Many times.

I hope this could be th last time.

Cause it's really doing me no good if i don't.

Oh well.

Fuck me.

HAHAHA.

Not one ; Not a soul

Hellooo.

It's been long since i've blogged.

Didn't feel like it that's why.

Then yesterday suddenly feel like blogging :D

Friends.

They stand by you through thick and thin.

They help you through all th difficult things.

You could confide to them anything at all that you want.

They listen to you.

They give you solutions.

They lead you to th right path.

They cheer you up whenever you're down.

They cry with you when you cry.

They have fun with you when you're having fun.

They're always there when you need them.

Just a text or a call away.

And you could reach them.

No matter how late it would be.

They're there when you least thought that they would.

They catch you when you fall.

They hold you when you wobble.

They let you crumble once in a while and then piece everything back up again.

They are mythical creatures which god bestowed upon us.

They don't despise you or what so ever.

So , for those who have such friends.

Best to treasure them while you can.

For when they leave you, you're gonna be th one suffering.

So.

Now , who's my friend.

Where's my friend.

I don't know.

I've lost track.

It seems that there was no one truly that was there for me in th first place.

Nobody by my side.

Standing alone ; Isolated .

Some came.

Asked.

Tried.

But, however i try.

I would never know how to open up to them.

So much secrets.

So much mysteries.

So much of everything.

So , all that's left is myself.

Me. That lonely soul alone.

Standing.

Crumbling.

Crying.

Falling.

Dying.

Who gives a fuck bout it.

Well , at least i know that i don't.

Ha.Ha.Ha.

Now that's left is regrets.

Now. People.

The moral of th story is.

Get a fucking friend.

And treasure them.

Hahahhaa. Bye (:

You are being hacked ! :D

Hello hello !
Apparently i'm not the owner of this blog !
I'm a hacker of this blog ! >D!

Guess who am i ?
I think don't need guess also know le la ~
Whatever ! :X
Promised to help that idiot piggy blog ,

So here i am now :3 blogging for her ~
What can i blog worr?
Not my blog so cannot type rubbish :X

I wonder what that idiot's dreaming about right now :X
If she knew i'm still online at this hour she might kill me wor ! :X

But never mind i'll escape the torture somehow :3 !

Heyy idiot !
I wonder must we always quarrel over unnecessary things ?
It's like we can quarrel over every single thing :/

Hate it though, but i can't prevent it :(
I'll improve myself ,

So i can be the best boyf ever ♥

I'll adapt to your ways,

So that less quarrels will happen

I'm making all this sacrifices just for you

It's all because i love you ♥

Either one of us gotta make a sacrifice ,

But who cares ~
As long as i see that smile,

I'll be glad to do anything just for you,

But recently it seems that our quarrels are getting more often and often don't you think ?
We disagree on stuffs ,

We dislike some features of each other ,

But in the end we still love each other ♥

And that's enough reason for me to carry on .

I wanna put an end to all our quarrels you know ?
Every time we quarrel my heart will crack a little,

Fragments will fall out ,

Will you be the one to pick up the missing pieces and place it back again ?
remember the disagreement a few days ago?
Ahh that was the worst ,

I can't believe i cried ,

Like seriously ,

I haven't had a good cry for quite awhile already ,

I kinda missed that feeling ,

But i don't want to experience it ,

As it's just to painful .

I am happy somehow ,

Yet inside i'm screaming ,

What's this weird feeling i'm having ?
Hah i almost forgot this ain't my blog :X ohh wells ,

IDIOT!!
Do not laugh at my hair later !

I'm warning you ! LOOOL

If you laugh you owe me kisses! :X
I shall stop here bah :X

Idiot do you think forever exist ?
Do you think we can be forever ?
Well i think we can !
Wait no i don't think i know we can ♥

I love you idiot ♥

Smile more for me will ya? ♥

Stop those sufferings.

Heyhey ~

Decided to post again ~

Have got nothing to do ~

Well , this post is pretty much for that noob o-o.

I hope she sees this.

Hehe X:

Hey dear ,

What's being going on?

Why have you been downgrading yourself on your blog?

It's been so long since we've talked.

Really talk.

I guess that's cause i'm not free.

You're not either.

And maybe cause exam's near.

I've really gotta catch up with you.

On what's been going on these days.

You're been so hurt.

So damn hurt.

Everytime i see you.

I see your smile.

But , i see th pain in your eyes too.

I've read your blog posts.

Over and over again.

I kept quiet.

Not wanting to spoil your mood.

I want you to be happy.

But , i just can't help it but worry.

What's been happening?

It's weird how we don't text.

When we've got so much to talk about when we're together.

And when we text ,

It seems like there's something bad happening.

I feel your pain.

I try my best to cheer you up.

I don't show you how upset i am.

Cause i know you're hurting inside.

So badly.

I wonder what i could do.

I ease th pain inside.

Cause i know what i'm doing for you.

Is just temporary.

It would eventually get back to you.

I can't be with you th whole time.

Telling you that everything would be just fine.

Cause i would be there with you.

To go through th shits you are going through.

It's saddening to see you downgrading yourself.

Calling yourself a biitch , whore , slut , whatever.

Claiming you would eventually break those hearts.

But ,

Don't you see?

You can't control all these shits.

They come naturally.

And when they do ,

You ain't got a choice.

It's their choice.

I know you're trying not hurt them.

But please.

Please , just stop calling yourself names.

Don't judge yourself.

I don't see all those shits you call yourself in you.

All i see is a girl.

Hurt and alone.

Crying inside.

Building a wall between her and th world.

Stop that would you?

At least ,

Let me in.

Let me share th burden you carry with you.

I hate that you're always hurting.

I've been envy of you.

Always.

But it seems what i've been seeing.

Wasn't th whole picture.

Was just that part where.

You're happy.

Everything's fine.

But when everything's slowly revealed ,

It's a whole new picture.

I wonder how you got through.

You're strong.

I can see.

You cry.

That's just part of life.

But ,

You don't cry just in front of anybody.

You don't want people to worry.

Those fake smiles you wear on your face.

Even when you're upset.

Even when you're irritated.

Even when you're hurting.

You don't want anybody to get worried.

I don't show anything.

I pretend everything's fine.

You don't see me giving a shit.

But i am worried you see.

I truly am.

I just wish i could get rid of all th sufferings.

Get you a new life.

Where there's nothing to worry.

Where you could be happy.

Where you could do whatever you wanted.

But.

Well , that's just out of my league.

All i can do.

Is just try to make you smile.

Let you have fun.

Let you forget all about all of th worries you have.

I'm sorry i couldn't do much for you precious.

I hope i could just ease your suffering.

Even by just abit.

Iloveyou.

Idiot, ni bu yao jealous okay!

I repeat , BU YAO JEALOUS!

I love you too!